RAYA EVE

all muslim family who celebrate HariRaya will gather 2gether on de eve of it to spend time together, eat and also bermaaf-maafan for those who practise it ryte after de 1st takbir. but for me, ever since 6-yrs ago, it has never been de same again and it will nvr be.
since my parents divorced, I forced myself to rush here n there in order to be fair to both mama n baba. it has been de imprefect raya eve for me every yr where after breaking fast on de last day of Ramadhan with mama & lil prof, pray with them and listen to de takbir while seeking forgiveness, I'll rush to meet baba at his place. I'll spend a couple of hours chattin with him, eating de raya dishes and kuih as well which mama nvr fail to give him annually. then will seek forgiveness frm him (that always de most touching part) and I'l get back home 2 do all de final touch-up with de preparations.... its nt easy to please them both :(

I miss de old times ... where baba with his nvr ending jokes which irritate mama, de kecoh-ness among us while doing de preparation and so on!
I'm glad that I still have them both (along with lil prof) but when u can be with either 1 of them ONLY at a time, it'll nt b pleasant, people.

till de next post, readers.

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